I smoke because i want to die 
I want to feel bad
I want to hate myself more
Like all do
I can't feel
And the life scares the shit' of me
Bipolar girl who like girls
I don't like this world
So i destroy myself
Books are the only things that make my soul feel
So i read,much,very much,
And years pass away
And it make me feel more free with ever minute
I'm getting closer to my death
Just an ordinary teenager
"The interesting story about my life"