whomst'd've

It can’t rain all the time

I’ve been on this dreadful app for 4 years

Whadda day

now i'm lost on my own
          in search of something real
          how cruel to be exposed
          to everything that i can’t touch but still feel

How can I trust others when I can’t trust myself?

Update #3: Please help

Update #2: I don’t know what’s happening to me

Update: I’m going insane and sleep may be helpful but my mind won’t rest

He deserved more

I changed my username this time because thinking about Rai makes me sad