beepbbeep_imsad

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hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me 
          	
          	kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me 
          	
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WeirdWolfie99

@trash_ratman 1, no I like you.
          	  
          	  2, nope you living with meh
          	  
          	  3, ain't nuthin you should be sorry for bc you perfect. 
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s_adwh0re

If you were killed , I wouldn't be at your funeral. I would be in jail for killing the person who killed you. We are true friends. We ride together , we die together. Send this to many people you care about , including me. See how many times this. I want you to that your an amazing friend , til' death and forever. If I don't get this, I understand , but I have a game for you : once you read this text , send it to 15 people. Nobody knows how important someone is until they lose them. Apparently if you copy/paste this , you will have the best day of your life. I love you , my fellow family on Wattpad <3

WeirdWolfie99

Hushy now, little friend.
          
          How about we cuddle?
          
          I know you've been stressed out these days and I feel so bad.
          
          As Hisoka Morow, your best friend on this app, I reward your struggles with this.
          
          *hugs*

WeirdWolfie99

@beepbbeep_imsad and u won't answer now-
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beepbbeep_imsad

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hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me hate me 
          
          kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me 
          
          im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..im sorry..
          
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WeirdWolfie99

@trash_ratman 1, no I like you.
            
            2, nope you living with meh
            
            3, ain't nuthin you should be sorry for bc you perfect. 
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beepbbeep_imsad

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          put a finger down if u have depression, anxiety, insomnia, and a bit schizophrenic. and you feel like dieing but u don't have the guts to kill urself bc u know how many people will miss u and cry so u just stay sad every day waiting for ur gf/bf/non-binary lover to come back but they can't come back bc they're online and ur phone got taken away then u realize that ur lover is suicidal so u get more anxiety and so u just stay up all night crying and starving bc ur family is in dept from bills and friends and wondering why is this happening and then u keep crying and starving bc of ur overwhelming depression. So u start to cut and ur mom finds out and starts acting as she cares and 4 days later ur fighting with ur mom and decide to write letters and bullshit. So you grow more depressed knowing that all ur friends on ur phone are getting scared bc u have tried to kill yourself in the past and now they think ur dead. 
          
          
          *puts a finger down*

beepbbeep_imsad

so...i have been diagnosed with depression....now i cant stop shaking and crying i- i just want my friends to come back and tell me its gonna be ok and that I'm gonna be fine and I'm going to be just perfect  ....i miss them so much i want my life back.....

beepbbeep_imsad

@WeirdWolfie99 T/////m/////T why are u acting like my friend sam!! TmT
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beepbbeep_imsad

@WeirdWolfie99 *pansexual panic and dies*
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beepbbeep_imsad

so Uhm... yeah this is my rant for absolutely nothing just want to? ok so first off I miss my alien<they non-binary> and everything feels numb i feel like I'm not in my own body I don't feel human I don't feel anything I don't feel hungry and I haven't eaten in 12 hours.. i just feel empty is this a sign of depression??? idk anymore I feel like I should die but then again I don't? i don't wanna take a break bc I'm scared of doing something stupid and the worst part of this is that my mom is going bankrupt and I'm getting very scared I asked 
          
          "hey wanna go somewhere?"
           "No sweety we cant"
          "why not?"
          "I'm going in dept sweetheart"
          
          
          it made my heart sink and I just felt so alone and scared and I felt all the responsibility for it so I nodded and went to my room and stared at the wall for half an hour I didn't cry I just felt nothing... i lost my smile I lost my inner kid...  and it doesn't help that when I wanna escape the world by shifting it doesn't work I took a break at least 5 times I do everything right with shifting it just doesn't work.. and its all bc of my Aphantasia. It means Aphantasia is a condition characterized by an inability to voluntarily visualize mental imagery. ... The term "Aphantasia" is derived from the Greek word "Phantasia", which translates to "imagination", and the prefix "a-", which means "without". so that's why I cant escape and go home! i just wanna see my home but cant even do that correctly..
          
          i just want my life back.. i want my girlfriend back...i want to smile again.. 
          
          sorry for this rant I hope no one gets bothered