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I just wanted to say that  I am thinking about starting to write again because I'm in an okay mental space! Thanks to all the friends, family, and my loving boyfriend who has been supporting me even on my worst days.
          I will start up as soon as I recover from being sick but I have some rad plans. 
          If you guys want to you can follow my twitter @gothicctty ! I am not active on anything else really but stay safe !!!

Hi, says the boy who doesn’t have time for relationship advice,
          Rather relationships at all.
          He holds his breath all day and fucking gasps for air at night.
          Hold me closely, I don’t think you should love me.
          Always feel so lonely knowing that nothing lasts forever.
          Sorry, Frank, you’re much too late, much too late.
          Sorry, frank, you’re much too late.

Will you end my pain?
          Will you take my life?
          Will you bleed me out?
          Will you hang me out to dry?
          Will you take my soul in the midnight train?
          While I’m falling apart
          While I’m going 
          Insane.
          Can you break my bones?
          Will you tear my skin?
          Can you taste my lust?
          Can you feel my sin?
          
          Cause I broke your heart and you buried mine.
          Now I’m 6ft deep and I can’t breathe 
          And I got dirt on my eyes 
          And blood on my sleeve.
          But I dig my way up 
          Through these roots and leaves.
          So I can finally breathe
          And now I’m on my knees ,
          Oh baby begging please
          Will you 
          Will you
          Will you end my pain?
          Will you take my life?
          Will you bleed me out? 
          Will you hang me out to dry?
          Will you take my soul in the midnight train?
          While I’m falling apart
          While I’m going
          Insane.
          Goodbye.
          Don’t miss me when I’m gone. 
          Goodbye.

“Sicko mode is the new cock block of 2019”-me to my Best Friend 

I’m writing my book more, “Lonely With You.” 
          It means a lot to me because you could be alone right now but it won’t last forever. You could be broken right now but it won’t last forever. 
          I’ll have the next chapter out by tomorrow.
          I love you all and please know I’m always here.

I'd rather be alone tonight
          You can say "I love you" through the phone tonight
          Really don't wanna be in your arms tonight
          I'll just use my covers to stay warm tonight
          Think I'm better off here all alone tonight
          Ain't no checkin' on when I get home tonight
          Just makin' sure I'm good on my own tonight
          Even though there isn't nothin' wrong tonight
          

*roblox girlfriend breaks up with me* 
          I STILL SEE YOUR SHADOWS IN MY ROOM! CANT TAKE BACK THE LOVE I GAVE YOU
          ITS TO THE POINT WHERE I LOVE AND I HATE YOU
          AND I CANT CHANGE YOU SO I MUST REPLACE YOU

I need a sugar daddy to buy me robux 
          The most I’ll do is tell you what you are doing wrong in life and I don’t hold hands, hugs, or kiss 
          And if we go out on dates I must wear a trash bag over myself. 

I never played fortnite kids 

I want to marry flamingo and yuri at the same time
          If this isn’t a bisexual mood I don’t know what is