@beesunbee see I got something but it isn't romantasy and it's extremely heavy but it has ripped my heart out with a "she's the only divine thing he's ever believed in"
SO I will be recommending legendborn by tracy deonn — YA, 3rd book comes out in March. Urban fantasy. Currently, I am a large supporter of a throuple happening. I would describe Bree and Sel as enemies to lovers though even though nothing has happened, he has tried to kill her.
then, idk if you read Red Queen by Victoria Aveyard yet or not, cause that's YA, it's a series. VA also has another series called Realm Breaker that I haven't read yet.