Little witch,
Idk if you ever find this. I hope you won't but also I can't stop myself trying to reach out to you. By doing so also feels like I'm stopping you from moving on. Which you're doing so well. I'm proud of you my little witch.
I...I really need some of your thoughts and advice on life. Some of your good words to me, your hearty wishes even the prayers to Allah. I feel lost...which seems like a constant state now. I want to open up to you, tell you things I'm keeping inside me all this time.
Where acceptance seems impossible letting you go is all I can do....not like I have any other choice. The cats returned to my house and the flowers are blooming again. I feel your presence inside of me, a very deep scarred healing. I wish to keep you like this forever, in my memories, in my prayers, in a part of me.
It still brings tears to my eyes, when it won't, just know the scar will be healed.
I hope you find the peace from the chaos I bring in your life. You're doing well so far, I hope you achieve it soon. The universe has a way of returning good things, I hope you get it all. I will pray to allah to give you the life you've dreamt.
....gosh...please see this after a long time, when your absence won't hurt me further, when I stop talking to the cats and smelling the flowers as you've smelled it before, when looking at the moon only felt like a moon.
...Yours AKR :)
