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anyways now i’m anti depressants but the side effects messing me up so i’ve gotta change my meds now 

*kitty sounds* horny

so basically i feel like a bad person bc i’m so unreliable like i will go into a deep depression and leave the face of the planet earth for 3 months or more 

yo sorta want to fight timmy i feel like this is the rebellious phase he’s going through in the media eyes 

uhmmm those pictures of timmy 

sooo now my therapist is trying to get me on medication ummmm 

omg thank you so much to those who are reading my book

damn i’m sad 

well now that i’m a senior and he’s a junior the feeling is mutual that we don’t like one another and every encounter we have had is so awkward and weird like we now we are avoiding one another but where ever i am he is always there like i would turn around and we’d make eye contact and i’m also like yuck ew bc i don’t want this like this is prob one of the worst crushes i had bc ik we both had feeling for one another where it was unspoken bc we’ve never spoke one word to each other :( 

when i was a junior (11th grade) i literally had no crush on anyone. then all of the sudden i would see the guy around so many times it actually irritated me and he started giving me attention. i don’t mind male attention but this one really irked me bc he literally was everywhere and i catched him starring every time it was annoying. i haven’t like him since year 10. and i think my manifesting wanting him to like me so bad worked bc we would have moments. i do think he like me his 10 grade year too. going onto my senior year me and him would have glances and dude i did not like that shit at all, like going i could now that he wanted to avoid me but i would always catch him staring. and i also tried to avoid him to but it failed bc would catch one another too