behind_eyes

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behind_eyes

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if the past makes you who you are then im glad it happened and you should be too..these are all lessons..making us think and change...you dont wanna be who you were then snd I wouldn't either..
          I was a bully..and much more..now im jus that kid..that ghost. that one that protects ,that one you dont mess with..and much more.. change if you dont like who the fuck you were..you were a hoe for example..I know you fuckin hate that thought and we both know its irreversible but its in the god damn motherfuckin past so fuckin move on, you change by doing shit to change the present moment while remaining in the Now..not by focusing on the past..
           I used to be some bully..my mouth was an army..now nobody would agree to csll me a bully..because I realized that shit was wrong and fucked up yo..I changed..now I dont dread on it cuz I know im not..think with your damn brain..you thought with your heart and wanted the WANTS and got fucked over..of course it feels good but is that who you really wanna be..

behind_eyes

@behind_eyes  no...yeah didn't think so either
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behind_eyes

I woke up in a dream today
          To the cold and the static
          And I put my cold feet on the floor
          Forgot all about yesterday
          Remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore
          A little taste of hipocrisy
          And I’m left in the wake of the mistake
          Slow to react
          Even though you’re so close to me
          You’re still so distant
          And I can’t bring you back
          
          I hit you and you hit me back
          We fall to the floor
          The rest of the day stands still
          Fine line between this and that
          But when things go wrong
          I pretend that the past isn’t real
          I’m trapped in this memory
          And I’m left in the wake of the mistake
          Slow to react
          Even though you’re so close to me
          You’re still so distant
          And I can’t bring you back
          
          -childhood fav hmmm..