multistanstrugles

Slowly fading from reality without realizing it

AHHHHHHHHH I TALKED TO MY CRUSH FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY but the way I embarrassed myself infront of him is literally crazy and my friends were like" oh he’s looking at you" " he’s waiting for you to talk to him" " look he’s literally taking his time to wait for you to talk to him" and I did say hi to to him at the end

And that the fact my friends were there when it happened and I was also there, I was shaken and I’m still is and really don’t want to go to school

So like someone in my school got stabbed and currently their in a realy critical condition and he’s only 16 years old. I don’t want to go to school anymore cause since school started theirs been only fight and today someone also broke a locker like they pushed it into the floor luckily one got was injured. 

After taking a long break of social media and focusing on my self and my mental health,IM BACK  
          
          Also HAPPY New Year it’s already 2 am for  and I’m at the party with my family I was forced to go also I won’t be that active on wattpad or any other social media bye bye  good night 

I'm an emotional wreck right now . My older sister just left the house after an argument with my parents.it's not the first time she left the house after and argument  with them  . I think it's for real cause she packed all her stuff and it's been like a day . and since she left and I'm not really talking to my parents and I've been crying since then. It's currently 1 am and I have to sleep cause I have  summer class in like 8 hours . Good night 

I have a fever and my head hurt and my back is hurting alot

Good night or good morning or afternoon everybody it’s like 1am for idk what time it is for you guys

When I ask people what’s their first impression of me they always say that I look mature I look like a 16 years old ( it’s probably because of my height ) but when they get to know it will be like babysitting a 5 or 6 years old

I’m seriously not believing what is happening in America