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It's me again having my breakdown for i don't know why, maybe my period has a big contribution to this. I expected this year to be nice to me but I guess, expecting too much always end up you being dissapointed. The start of this year made me thought of the hardest yet one of the best decision I've ever made as it makes me that happy. However, there are still things that I need to work out on myself. Idk if I'm the problem or my reasons are really valid. I do hope for the safety of everyone, as well as your peace of mind. May this year, even though the past days has been tough, be a better year to all of us. Despite the hardships that we will going to encounter, the breakdowns that we'll experience, the battles that only us would know, please don't give up and be an inspiration to other people, especially in yourself. I know you are strong enough to fight in your own, but sometimes it is better to have someone behind you. Padayon, bugo!! 

i need some money, baby HAHAHAHAHAAH

I'm always wondering how to go on with my life. We're financially stable, I could eat for more than thrice a day, I have my own room, I passed on one if my dream university, I think all is well.. but I didn't know what's wrong with me. Like I feel like I lost my purpose in life. Is this adulting? Signs of aging? Ang hirap na gigising ka lang para hintayin matapos ang araw na 'yun. Like you want to improve something in yourself but you don't know when and where to start. It's like you're so sure that you have a problem but at the same time not so sure what it is. It's also hard to think that recently u were so sure that you want that something but as time goes by, you will realize na hindi pala 'yon ang gusto mo. I know anything takes time, there's nothing like stopwatch in real life that when you reach a certain point, means titigil ka na. Saan ba 'to patungo?? hahaha. Lol goodnight.