bellacxllens

today, right on 2am, my grandfather had his last breath.
          	
          	im just glad i spent his last two days together. i never thought today will be the end either. its been months, the only thing that made me sigh in relief is that his sufferings finally came to end.
          	
          	when i saw the doctors and the nurses, hearing the machine noises and him using the oxygen, i desperately turning on my phone so i can read quran for him.
          	
          	but, few minutes after that, i can no longer hearing his breath, either the machine sounds anymore. he is gone. i went to the hallway, cried as if it was my fault that he died.
          	
          	for the last few weeks, i was having two persons in me at the same time. one as a normal teenager who is a hardcore kpop fan on social medias and one as a grandchild of a man who everyone has lost their hopes for.
          	
          	for my muslim followers who read this, please give him his last ever gift, read him al-fatihah and pray for him to be well there. thank you.
          	
          	

Dystop_ia

@bellacxllens im sorry bella for reading this now... Alfatihah for him and smile for him. He has ended his suffering and you've done well for being with him at his last moments. 
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jaehholic

@bellacxllens condolences for your loss.. stay strong :((
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oceansinfinity

So sorry for your loss :(
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bellacxllens

today, right on 2am, my grandfather had his last breath.
          
          im just glad i spent his last two days together. i never thought today will be the end either. its been months, the only thing that made me sigh in relief is that his sufferings finally came to end.
          
          when i saw the doctors and the nurses, hearing the machine noises and him using the oxygen, i desperately turning on my phone so i can read quran for him.
          
          but, few minutes after that, i can no longer hearing his breath, either the machine sounds anymore. he is gone. i went to the hallway, cried as if it was my fault that he died.
          
          for the last few weeks, i was having two persons in me at the same time. one as a normal teenager who is a hardcore kpop fan on social medias and one as a grandchild of a man who everyone has lost their hopes for.
          
          for my muslim followers who read this, please give him his last ever gift, read him al-fatihah and pray for him to be well there. thank you.
          
          

Dystop_ia

@bellacxllens im sorry bella for reading this now... Alfatihah for him and smile for him. He has ended his suffering and you've done well for being with him at his last moments. 
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jaehholic

@bellacxllens condolences for your loss.. stay strong :((
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oceansinfinity

So sorry for your loss :(
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