wahoobee

tomorrow is my midterm exam, and I don't think I can make it. but I look at here and think, how many times have I said that and still, for some reason, got up here in college? such is life. I was once about 10 years old with wattpad, now I've got friends all around the world that cheer me on.

wahoobee

no matter how forgetful I can be, I will always remember how important they are to me.
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wahoobee

so i had my little pity party right. i didnt like, wanna, but sure, loved it, nice. i was excited to open the presents right. but my caretaker was swearing the hell out of me cause ohh i wasn't thankful. i wasn't helping. yada yada. cant you let me be happy for once.

wahoobee

i want to die this day infront of her.
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wahoobee

im going to be 18 in a few days. its so... bitter. i mean i dont know why i should really celebrate it, its just a welcome party to hell. but, im going to be 18. we did it, little me. we survived. i know youre proud of me, thank you for keeping the kindness in your heart when everything made you angry in your past moments. you knew i needed it, too. thank you.

AllebasiEdaj

happy birthday to me. i guess i'll start doing this as some sort of a public diary ig
          
          start: 12:00 am
          dear diary,
          
          im 16 now. 
          im still in quarantine, and im still pausing on my modules- i know i should do it rn but the fact im 16 is kinda not making me feel good, but also, wow? yeah.
          
          i plan to be as happy as i can be today. although, i dont really know how. but ill find a way<3
          
          im still not vaccinated. maybe yet, but now? nope.
          
          im gonna try and write stuff about myself, im gonna make my own tradition thing for me to see how much ive improved, starting today in the form of art. basically the whole "meet the artist" thing? mhm. ill be back here when something happens today. unless i get grounded or smth, idk</3
          
          end: 12:17 am

AllebasiEdaj

2:15 am
            
            got yelled at my mom for not getting simple instruction. im sorry im an embarrassment and i make you stress out mom. :(
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AllebasiEdaj

its nice to see how much ive changed for the better. the account who was owned by thoughtless 12 year old child is now being watched over by a still thoughtless 15 year old child. sometimes i wonder what couldve happened to this channel if i had just kept continuing it instead of going somewhere else and suddenly leaving the account. if i could only get in once again id change things.