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I know and I know sorry won't cut it. I'm a bitch and I know it, people change and I've changed too. So much.
          I've hurted a lot of people here and there's nothing I can do to make you forgive me, I'm truly sorry and if I could turn back the clock, I would but I can't. 
          If you can forgive me, I'm glad and if you can't then I deserve it. You never know what's precious things you have until they're gone.
          
          I know it's too late to apologize and I hate myself for breaking things between us, I miss you but I'm too scared to talk to you again so if you're reading this, know that I'll always love you and I regret losing you.
          
          You guys probably hate me and I deserve your hate, I've broken way too many hearts and I don't know how to fix a broken heart. 
          
          I told  you guys that I love you and I rarely say I love you, I love you to me is a promise and I tend to keep that promise.
          I said I'll be here, and I will be here.

sadaf, you're so adorable, so amazing and beautiful, I absolutely adore you. I'll be back, i love you so fucking much, stay smiling & strong. you're precious. keep your head held high for me, don't let your tiara slip. 

"Four in the morning, staring at the ceiling. " it's really 4 am rn lol I can't sleep

I love you, i love you with everything i have.

7 years of One Direction.