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USERNAME CHANGE. used to be -Izzy_ 

I'm feeling very inspired to write a bts mental disorders au fanfic oml I think I'm gonna do It, I already have some ideas

how you been, pal? (this is smoljungkook btw, unsure if you heard i changed my profile)

So bts just announced a second world tour and I'm sad again because they've only been to Australia once and i don't know when they're going to come again :( it's a sad life for us aussies

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Okay so this a really weird thing to share but anyway 
          
          So every time I go to brush my teeth, I can't find my toothpaste. The first time it went missing I was frantically searching before I saw it in the shower? It didn't take me too long to realise that my dad takes it with him into the shower. I just find it weird, and kind of annoying - every time I go to brush my teeth I have to get my toothpaste out of the shower. It's usually wet and covered in soap too, idk I just find it so unpleasant idek
          
          But like, I just find this so weird idek why

Sooo annoyed rn wtf >.<
          
          So I ordered a bunch of bts merch on wish and was hella excited like I literally tracked my order every day to see where it was and was getting all excited and shit 
          
          So I bought this one hoodie, it had the wings album pic as a small logo on the front and it had a big square glitch thing (?) On the back with 'bts live trilogy episode III' 
          
          I was super hyped for this one because I knew I would wear it often because the other items I bought were either earrings or clothes for dance and i wanted to be recognised as an army in public ya know? I'm a proud stan.
          
          HOWEVER. I don't know what happened, or why this happened, but I was going through my order history once again to track my orders and I scroll down to the hoodie and it says "item refunded 26th of January" and I was like hol up
          
          Like I never refunded it, let alone have any intention of doing so? Like it just refunded by itself. The item ended up being sold out a few days after i ordered it so I can't order it again. I've tried to search for another hoodie to replace it but I can't find one that I like as much as the other :(
          
          I'm sad lol idk why I'm prolly overreacting but like I was really excited and then I just got hella disappointed.. like idky but i was actually really disappointed because i was so f u c k i n g hyped for it 
          
          Lmao thanks for listening to my unnecessary rant lol

I'm trying to get out of my dark place but my dad just keeps putting me back there 

I ordered my first BTS merch the other day and I'm so fUcKiNG excited
          
          I've literally been tracking where my package is every fucking hour even though it said it's gonna arrive in a month
          
          I JUST WANT IT TO GET HERE I'M SO EXCITED 

Sorry to the people I'm roleplaying with who I haven't responded to yet, I'm currently doing a vet workshop that lasts for a week an is the same time as school hours and when I get home I'm pretyy exhausted and usually have other things to get to. I'll reply soon enough I just need some time :)