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@stampcollectings ; just a little bit funny . * she scrunches her nose , lips sporting a bright smile . a few years ago , she probably wouldn't be able to laugh and smile about what happened at brown . kissing jeremiah , conrad being a dick in the car , the motel . . . but they were older now , and these were probably stories they'd be able to tell the people they loved when they were older . her eyes left his lips at the reminder of jeremiah . she cleared her throat , looking away and nodding . * yeah , well . . . i just . . . love your brother / that / much . 

oh , i was funny ? * he arches a brow , lips twitching . he hadn't / felt / very funny during all of that . there was so much anger and grief , blending together , and he did the only thing he know how to do -- pushed the both of them away . he pauses , gaze tracing hers . must have been in his imagination , but he'd almost thought . . . * very different . i mean , you're marrying my brother . that's a huge difference . i always assumed you'd wait 'til after college to marry anyone .

@stampcollectings ; * she cringes . the situation with conrad and aubrey had been too embarrassing . it was susannah's funeral, and she was grown enough now to know that her reaction was / awful / . * not comparable . you were at least funny when you were all . . . bitter and broody and sarcastic . * she licks her lips absentmindedly , her gaze flickering toward / his / lips . oh , she was an awful person . * we / are / different people . that's for sure . 

@stampcollectings ; * she rolls her eyes , though it's more playful than she wanted it to be . she should be mad . she should be rolling her eyes in annoyance . she hated that conrad could still have an effect on her after all of these years . * see , i'm nosy , but i'm not nosy enough to / take / something . figured you might wanna give it to that girl friend of yours . sonia ? sophia ? sophie ? or maybe ! you could just give it to aubrey . 

i thought you might . you've always been so nosy . * but his lips twitch just slightly , despite the monotone . infinity was something unending . it was hard not to think they weren't caught in each other's loops , knocking into each other again and again , no matter how much time passed . * i'm guessing you left it there ?

@stampcollectings ; * he was right . it didn't work out . it probably never would . maybe they were just destined to always be out of reach of each other . she missed her infinity necklace . it was / their's / . infinity had always belonged to them . maybe that was why they'd never work . infinity was just an endless loop . * i know . i saw it in your dorm . when i . . . was looking for you .