I was stucked n i was thinking that maybe i should just hold the book for awhile, until i know what i have to do with it. While on the other hand, i can n will publish other book that i had been wanting to publish for a quite some time now.
Ur stucked between ur responsibility of having to update ur book that contains ur idol or someone u idolized. But to me, that feeling of having n wanting to update that book is gone like idk its just lost somewhere
I mean sometime its all fun n game when u had created imagination in ur mind n u get to express it through words n all but its all seems so stucked. Idk if u can understand but :/