This is something I posted in my story and felt the need to share
I'm at a new place in my life right now. Back then i was hurting and closed off and i thought, writing about it would help. It did but then obviously i stopped. I stopped because I'm in what i would like to call a better and stable place. This story is not worth the tears. The time.
A few weeks ago in April I had a very emotional unstable month. I found myself going back into my old ways and hiding into my insecurities mentally and physically. Certain relationships were parting and my life was just out of control. I started to have crazy, awful thoughts about ending it all. I was just angry at myself.
NOW though, I have picked myself up, started to gain more confidence and smiled it off. I realized the important people in my life and the people that stand by me when I'm at my lowest. I thank them. I realized one of the reasons why I was hurting and it was because i just kept waiting. My friend always told me its because of them and i never wanted to believe it because i knew how much it'd hurt but she was right. I just had people walking all over me and thinking that it was okay because i had patience and i was afraid for them to leave. But I'm not anymore. I'm done waiting for people.
I'm happy, I'm confident, I love myself, and I don't need people that take advantage of my love and kindness in my life.
Soooooo with that being said, I will not finish writing this story because i'm not the same person in that story anymore and i'm not the same person i used to be.
With Love; this is my goodbye to the people who hurt me, and the ones who lost me because of it. I hope you see this because i'll be sharing it everywhere.
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