authormush
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beomchacha
beomchacha
today I told my best friend I fell inlove with her. she told me if she doesn't get a boyfriend, or if a guy breaks up with her, then I'll be her first choice. Am I a replacement? a rebound? I don't know anymore. Does she even love me back? I wish I wasn't a girl and I wish I wasn't ugly, so she would like me back.
Singularence
@beomchacha have you asked her if she likes you back? If not then I don't think she does,I know you love her a lot and it can hurt a lot and moving on is hard too,but make sure that she loves you too if she chooses to date you. Because you don't want to be with someone who doesn't like you genuinely right? Even if you do love her. And don't think you're ugly cuz you're not
beomchacha
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TW:VENT (you don't have to read if you don't want to.) I honestly feel so empty. I am tired, tired of everything. my life is fucked up and I don't know if I can do it anymore. I feel so drained and I don't have my mom because she ran away with her ex for drugs. and my grandma was like a second mom to me but she recently passed away. I hate myself more and more everyday, and I'm just tired.
Singularence
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@beomchacha I know that I'll never understand your situation because I'm not the one experiencing it but I can tell you that I've been into similar situations,and the only thing you can do rn is to reassure yourself saying "it'll be fine". Trust me,it might seem impossible but, affirming that everything will be fine in the end and believing that you can do this, it'll actually be okay. I know it's really hard considering you're suffering from so many loses but it'll be fine in the end, there's an end to everything. Hold on to this hope. I'm sorry for you losses I know how it feels to lose your family. But you can do this I believe in you. Your life isn't fucked up at all. Never give up on your life because it's very precious to be given up on.
magical_gyu
@beomchacha oh no, seems like a lot of bad things happened ... my condolences to ur grandmother ... i hope u get better soon, but pls don't accuse urself of anything, and don't hate urself, ur honestly awesome, take care, ok?
magical_jun
hey! tysm for the follow, it honestly means alot to me!
if u don't want to miss out on my future content, u can also follow my main account! have a great day/night and btw, ur theme is so cuteeee <3
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Heeseung_2007
Tftf! How come
beomchacha
@yawnzwon- I will definitely!
beomchacha
@yawnzwon- Ahhh thank you~~ you too ♡