I really wanna update Always Gold.But here is the problem.I believe you have to feel certain way when you’re writing something.You have to feel certain emotion.I’m not saying you can’t write happy scene when you are not happy but trust me when I say it will feel more genuine when you feel that way.
I didn’t have to “force” myself into writing something when i was in my emotions.I didn’t even have to really think about it.My heart was writing,not my head.Always Gold is different than my other stories.Not only because of the plot itself but because of emotions I was feeling when i was writing it.My mind was the darkest place when I started writing AG.Every time i was writing a new chapter,it wasn’t because I told myself “okay I need to write now” but because i was going through hard times and my only way to feel free was to let it all out,or at least a part of it so I wrote.I wanna keep writing this story,I have so many plans for it but lately I haven’t been really “feeling” it you know.And it hurts because Ag is my favorite.
Hopefully my battle I have with this one will be over soon And I hope this whole rant makes sense.If not then ignore it lol
Love you all