berrystumpytail45

so um
          	
          	i wanted to apologise for being super dead- i've been struggling with a lot of physical and mental health problems irl
          	
          	i'll do my best to be active again so
          	
          	yeah :')

berrystumpytail45

I feel so sad and tired. 
          
          My body feels like it's starting to slow down. I'm scared I won't get to the doctor in time. I was lucky the first time, but what if I'm not so lucky now?
          
          I ain't exactly ready to die, but I ain't exactly wanting to continue living.

berrystumpytail45

So umm...I saw a really nice telescope on Amazon. Maybe if I save up enough money, I can buy it. I did get a gift card for Christmas, so I could probably and that to the rest of my money.
          
          I do have a telescope already, but I got it when I was 11 and I wasn't sure how to work it properly. I probably ended up breaking it at some point and the quality of the objects aren't good at all anymore.
          
          Sorry, I'm trying to work on posting on here more. I'm certainly not as active as I used to be, but I'm working on it.

berrystumpytail45

...That's it. He isn't coming home...we have to pull the plug today...I just can't believe he has to go now. I wanted to talk to him more and tell jokes and stuff, but now I can't...and because of COVID, I'm not even allowed to see him before he goes...
          
          Why must everything go so wrong?