Gossip Girl

Hey. 
          It's taken me a long time to come to this decision but...
          I'm deleting this account.
          I am sort of scared of losing the whole journey till where I am right now. 
          But its holding me back. 
          I will continue writing, I am inspired and motivated it's just Riverdale is not of interest to me,and I hate how my writing style used to be.
          I am currently writing a romance novel, and hopefully if every
          thing goes smoothly one day, I would love to publish it. It is inspired by my pesonal life, so I am trying to keep it realistic.
          I am sorry to those who were reading my books.
          I will sadly discontinue "Meant To Be" as ita going away with the account. And because it is disrespectful to write about 2 people who are not together. 
          Also, a wave to my fan fiction writing days.
          I will delete this account in a day or two.
          
          I love you all so much,
          Thabk you for supporting me the previous year, 
          It meant the world to me.
          Xoxo
          
          

A word of advice. Never have a zoom dance party when your parents are at home :)
          .
          Believe me you will regret it

 I've just unpublished "To Riverdale and back to Manhattan"

IGNORE THIS PLS
          
          So here goes my unwanted appreciation rant...
          (the people aren’t even on watpadd lmaooo)
          
          
          The past few months, I’ve met a few people, who’ve made me feel things I wasn’t sure I’d feel or want to feel again, and I’m so thankful to them for being here, for me. 
          They’ve helped me feel confident, and loved. I have half my life planned with them.
          
          (THAT INCLUDES GOING TO UPPER EAST SIDE, CAUSE GG IS SUPERIOR)
          
          AND ALSOOOO, I FINALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GROW UP!!
          Again with that persons help, he has helped me sort of find myself again, they previous months he’s changed my look on life, and I love him for that. I love him for accepting me as I am, with all the scars, and clumsiness (including everytime I feel down the stairs), he’s made me realize that my studies are important, he forced me to go to sleep, even when I couldn’t. He’s helped me bring my sleep cycle back to it’s normal self. I feel like I’m finally finding stability, and balance thanks to him. He takes me on walks around the neighbour of, when both my parents are in another city for work stuff 
          but with a guy like him, maybe in the near future I will tell my parents
          
          I’m constantly scared that I will lose him, even though he tells me he’s not leaving me. That he “here to bug me forever” Maybe he’ll dump me tomorrow morning, or the day after that, or not, he’s helping me get rid of that fear.
          
          I feel unwanted at times, like my family hates me. Maybe, maybe not. Hopefully not, lmao. But I just wanted to appreciate that special someone and my friends, for adding me in thier gang. They never let me feel left out. We’re low-key like the better version of the NJBC (it’s a gg thing)
          
          He’s not on watpadd, so it sort of felt safe to post here, because it would be HELLA EMBARRASSING AND SOMETHING THAT HE CAN BOTHER ME WITH CAUSE ITS SOUL PURPOSE.
          
          This post was a look back for me so ITNORE THISSSSSSSS

Okay on second thought, I high-key want to delete this account, because despite the fact that I love writting, I have other passions such as poetry and ACTUAL writting (actual books), and other things for my future.
          Staying on wattpad is sort of keeping the old me back, and with new people in my life, who’ve helped me change, I feel like this account is pulling me back.
          I’m not sure if I will keep this account or not.
          It’s just a thought I felt like sharing.
          

Sorry but my story “To Manhattan and back to Riverdale” is going to be unpublished soon . Sorryyy;
          It’s just too cringe to bare. 
          

Ik I joined the rvd fandom.... but sorry.... Riverdale, is soooooo overrated. It’s a cringy crap show now.
          If hopefully they get inspired by Gossip Girl, more, the show still has a hope.
          I’m just writting in here cause I like to finish what I started, in terms of writting. So yee.
          Enjoy, this phase of me hating on Riverdale yet writting it!

“Am I falling in love 
          With the one that could break my heart?”

Soooo, I’m backkkkk ! ❤️

Hey when are you going to update ment to be??