Bev

I wanna stop crying.

I wish i was brave enough to just quit everything and just go to my mom and ask her to just take care of me. 

I wish i was brave enough to post this publicly so everyone would know how i'm feeling right now. 

Dear other self, 
          
                   Labas kana, ikaw naman. Pagod na ako. 

Don't judge someone so easily. You might never know what she's going through. She might be trying her best to stay alive. And one bad word is all it takes to make her to stop trying. 

Too much pressure from people around you sucks. I just wanna lie down beside my mom and curl up in bed like i'm back to being an infant, without thinking anything at all. 

I wish i was brave enough to confront people when they're being mean. 

Pagod na ako.