@bexskata you can, I promise you it may seem that way right now and Im not sure if your joking or not, but I know its really hard, and beleive me I know. You need to take a deep breath and think about everything you would miss if you left this world, not what you wouldnt. Your family, your friends, your hobbies- you wouldnt be able to do that if you were gone. You can always message me if you want too