i am alive! so sorry little explaination for my abrupt leave:
I was diagnosed with adhd—like offically—not surprised I have it I can’t focus much and jump from draft to draft and finish none—but i’m finally medicated. Unfortunately it’s not the fixer—now we have to experiment with taking it twice a day or just full on switching it. So i’m trying to get it together to try and sit down and write and read, honestly.
In the meantime i’m mentally okay, been in the gym 5+ times a week and training my muscles and eating well—i’m okay! just horrible at staying still. I’ll try to be back and interact soon!
I love you guys fr, each time i come back it’s proof that you guys think about me. thanks for that! how have you guys been?