@beyonddasceneee
i look at my published books and i just wanna cry. like a cringe explosion. i can't fucking do this.
What sucks is that I literally missed all your notifications and wattpad isn't sending them properly D:::::
SO SORRY BUD :<<<
no matter how hard i scroll through my messages i just can't find that one person who rec'd me my first bts ship fic (i was reading regular romance fics before that, can you believe this shit) anyways i needa find them bc they're literally the one who dropped me down the rabbit hole of gay and now im biro and i read gay manga and novels every single fucking day and honestly i have no idea where this post is leading but I JUST NEEDA FIND THEM
@beyonddasceneee ahhhhhh wish I can help you on that but idk either ;---; Hopefully you'll find it‼️‼️
hello to all the wonderful 144 followers i have. why y'all still following? are you still anticipating a story?
didn't wanna post this cuz usually when i announce something my soul is completely sucked out and i end up not being able to write anything but uh anygays im writing an original story rn so uh yeah if you're one of the 144 followers and you happen to still wanna read some trash then maybe stay? :3
im still Very Fucking Busy™ but i joined a writer's programme at sch so i guess i can dedicate some time to writing now. but not the kpop fanfictions tho. pls don't tell me to continue those habxjebwh
yup that's it ig but uh if you're not anticipating a story and you're still following me then why not just chat with me habdjsbsh ok ok bye
@beyonddasceneee Heyyyy! How you been? Ahahahah that makes sense, do be like that sometimes :> Tbh, I definitely think u can still revive your account to however u want it! But it's totally up to you. No forcing whatsoever♡♡♡ I believe you'll when the time is right ^-^
@chim_komorebi habxjebwh omg hello !! yeah i don't usually read or interact w ppl on wattpad so im thinking of maybe writing here but ugh,,, my cringey past,,,, i just can't get myself to write here. ill try tho
@beyonddasceneee Are you planning to redo your account into what your currently interested in then or is it just for reading and catching up with people? What's the plan?
Dude I really miss your conversations ｡ﾟ( ﾟஇ‸இﾟ)ﾟ｡
It's been awhile since.
so there's this girl in my class, hated me since the first day of school because i told everyone that i was openly bi, criticises me and humiliates me just because she's homophobic and like. i wanted to be the chairperson so bad but she hates me and tried out for the role just to compete with me, and she painted a very fake and happy picture of herself just so she could get the role and so she's chairperson. a very incompetent one, may i point out. and now she's telling the teacher some lies about me but ohno the teacher trusts the chairperson and will always believe her instead of a dumb shit like me so. idk what to do anymore. she's quite fun and popular and like i actually wanna be her friend cuz i like giving ppl second chances, yaknow, but like. she hates me with all her heart i guess. just because im bi. and like ik that a lot of ppl have it way worse than me but idk, ive never really had to deal with this kinds of things before (my friends from primary school were friends i had spent a lot of time with before, so when i came out to them they were pretty supportive) and i am honestly kinda like... really upset. but i dont wanna come off as a a petty stupid kid or another bitch. it's the third month of secondary 1 and i really don't want to make enemies right at the beginning. send help
p.sm im kind of a troublemaker, but she's spreading shit so it makes everything worse and the teacher hates me and I'm pretty sure every teacher hates me and everybody hates me and god it's so tiring to go to school everyday anymore i need a penknife and go stabby stabby some ppl lend me one
update on what happened:
so a few days ago i asked my best friend who is now in the same school as my crush to help ask her why she is ignoring me (it's stupid, but im an upfront person and i really can't take it anymore).
basically my crush explained why, blablabla. and then another question, and so my crush texted me, and jesus christ i have never talked so fast on a notification my entire life. she said that she felt that it was awkward and so she didn't know what to reply me, and that she hopes that we can still be friends. and honestly? im just so relieved. thank god she didn't, like, start treating me as a stranger or whatever. im just so glad that we're back to being friends now.
things are still kinda awkward between us, but at least we're talking now :")
hello anyone who's reading this. im going thru sorta a hard time right now. i accidentally confessed to my crush thru a status game, and she saw it, and now she's leaving my texts on read. so... idrk what i should be doing anymore. she's one of my good friends and i really don't wanna just lose our friendship like that. i fucked it up, ugh, i shouldn't have confessed so soon.
anyways, im now a little worried about myself because im going back to my old habits and i really can't stop it when im so frustrated by this matter and it hurts so bad. and i have to see her tomorrow because we have a lesson together... jfc i really shldve kept my mouth shut right? i regret it so much now. i thought i had a chance but ohmygod, no, and it got worse and i just wanna cry every minute
and im was planning to base a story on this thingy i have, so i guess it's going to have depressing shit in it. my god, i wish i could turn back time, i wish i wasn't so foolish and impulsive. fuckity fuck.
@ beyonddasceneee I know it might sounds cheesy but everything will always get better, even though you think it won't. I bet everything will get better soon. Don't worry too much about it.
Hi, I've read your comment from the Neverland: BamBam FanFic and thought you're an ahgase, or probably some other K-Pop group stan. I hope you'll support my story "Instagram" too. JYP artists will be featured there. It's still unfinished, but please stay tune.
[Positivity reminder]
(Post this message to anyone. Everyone deserves to be happy).
In case you have days where you can't be strong or feel strong, just remember that this, by fighting through it you are already demonstrating the most strongest trait of a hero. You can do this and nothing is ever impossible. There's always a way! I believe in you!