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ben geri döndüm sende dön ❤️❤️❤️

ulan tek kaldim lan 

hayatta donum noktalari vardir birinci donum noktamin bu platforma girmek oldugunu dusunuyorum ve ikincisinide buradan cikarak baslatacagima inaniyorum... 
          
          duygularimi anlatmakta iyi degilimdir hep insanlarin bana fazla abartiyorsun diyecegini dusunurum ama buraya son kez icimden geldigi gibi yazacagim...
          
          ben... ben her zaman yalnizdim tamam mi? 5-6 yaslarindayken bile arkadas edinemezdim, insan iliskileri hep zordu... buyuyunce ergenlikle birde uzerine anksiyete eklendi ve ben gercekten hastaydim... burasi sayesinde asiri garip sekillerde bu anksiyete denen seyi yendim... hala zorluyor tabii ki ama en azindan basa cikmayi ogrendim...
          
          bana insan gibi davranan birileriyle ilk kez burada karsilastim ve gercekten cok fazla iyikim var... hani napardim bilmiyorum suan o insanlar hayatimda olmasaydi... beni "ben" yapti burasi... tamam belki biraz abartiyorum ama hayatimda hic bu platformla karsilamamis olsaydim eminim ki eksik olurdu birseyler... 
          
          uzun suredir zaten kurgu okumuyorum son olaylarla beraber iyice uzaklastim ve ben bunu bir veda olarak goruyorum... hic istemiyorum ama hayat bu... hic birsey sonsuz degil... bitmez dedigin acilar, kopmaz dedigin baglar suresi dolunca yitiyor... evet benide uzuyor... hatta bilen bilir normal bir insandan daha fazla ozlem cekerim gecmise ama... alismak lazim... degil mi? 

gece gece gene kendi kafamda yarattigim birine asik oldum

nie bogle yarrak gibi bi insana donustum

bocek ve hayvan korkusu olunca kizlar✌️

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
          She's going off about something that you said
          'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
          I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
          I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
          And she'll never know your story like I do
          
          But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
          She's Cheer Captain, and I'm on the bleachers
          Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
          That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
          
          If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
          Been here all along, so why can't you see?
          You belong with me, you belong with me
          
          Walk in the streets with you in your worn-out jeans
          I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
          Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
          "Hey, isn't this easy?"
          
          And you've got a smile that can light up this whole town
          I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
          You say you're fine, I know you better than that
          Hey, what you doing with a girl like that?
          
          She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
          She's Cheer Captain, and I'm on the bleachers
          Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
          That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
          
          If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
          Been here all along, so why can't you see?
          You belong with me
          
          Standing by and waiting at your backdoor
          All this time how could you not know, baby?
          You belong with me, you belong with me
          
          Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
          I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
          I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
          Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me
          
          Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
          Been here all along, so why can't you see?
          You belong with me

babacim biz kapagi attik sanarken adamlar siseyi gotumuze sokmus hadi eyvallah 

boy kilo endeksinde ideal kilonun altinda olmasina ragmen yinede bira gobegi olup obez gibi gorununce kizlae 

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