Hi all!! It's me again and I've got good news as well as a bad one.
The good news is I finally got a job, the one which I've been working on for so long.
The bad news is I've got no time for other things.
What I'm trying to say is with my job keeping me busy from 9-6 and my classes right after that, I'm not able to even move an inch for other stuff... let alone continue to write.
I'm gonna be very honest and vulnerable, I had a huge fight with my mom months back where she said quite hurtful things that tore my confidence apart. To summarize she said, "I'm good for nothing." And that hit okay. Like even the memories of that very day haunt me.
My parents have always wanted me to be the ideal daughter, but the more I did, the more unsatisfied they were and so, I'm not really on good terms with them even when we are living under the same roof.
We sure talk, but it's just hmm, yes, and stuff like that. I feel like a stranger in my own house. Now, that I got a job their behavior towards me has changed slightly but I'm not happy. I'm not okay.
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Also, last time I said I'll get back to writing soon and I really jotted down the whole outline for the next few chapters but there's also this unsettling feeling inside me that made me take a very hard decision.
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I'll be taking down the books from Wattpad. I've been thinking about this for a month now, so you gotta understand how hard it is for me to do this.
Jake and Rose are my comfort characters. I made them and to leave them behind is really tough for me.
I hope you understand this. I'm really extremely sorry for this.
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If I ever write the next chapter, my best friend who is the first one to read every chapter will be there to support me.
If you wish to do the same, drop me an email at bhaktideotale08@gmail.com and I'll do the same for you.
I don't think Wattpad is it for me. I know some of you were waiting for me to upload and I disappointed you. @whitesugar97 @sachaboooks @xandraak @carlasebastia I'M SORRY