duckie_da_duck
Hello! We haven't talked in a while. Hiw have you been?
bi_weirdo_398
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"I'm a fucked up person, living a fucked up life, surrounded by the fucked up people of this fucked up world" the person who wrote this is a genius lol....
novelsbyluvv
What’s your ig?
bi_weirdo_398
Prepare your tissues cause new Jenna Ortega oneshot is here dear people....
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Idk if I've turned the announcement on for the last message lol, so if you're reading this kindly help me cause I need it....
(IDK WHAT TO SAY CAUSE THAT GIRL IS LIKE BEING WEIRDLY INSISTENT)
idgaf-abt_users
@bi_weirdo_398 well whatever she tryna do it lowk sucksss - well thats- um… ok? but life’s good for me- what abt u (minus the girl)
bi_weirdo_398
@idgaf-abt_users is it safe to say I have no idea cause I literally don't lol T_T T_T I'm doing great just numb tbh....how's life??
idgaf-abt_users
@bi_weirdo_398 i’m jst wondering if bro is like- tryna seduce you or sum shi T_T - and i'm good! wbu?
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Okay so guys I need your help like bad bad....
So I've got this friend whom I met during junior year after she transferred schools, and it is safe to say that we clicked instantly and our vibes matched (and maybe because I found out she was gay before she did the lol)....
Everything was good we shared everything with eachother and I was comfortable around her more then I was with my literally bsf (whom btw I've known since freshmen year)....we got along well and we couldn't stop talking no matter what....and during that time I caught feelings and well yk....
So before the finals of junior year I confessed to her, and even though she didn't reciprocate my feelings she didn't make me feel dumb or anything about that and our dynamic didn't change and we became even closer....and since it was one of those fleeting crushes it never lasted long lol....
After finals happened and everything, we continued to talk to eo over the summer via text and stuff....and one day while we were on the phone she made this plan on how she'll marry me and we'd have kids run away from the country and adopt pets in our apartment and how she'd love me (and this was after she said no) and how we won't tell our parents and shit, and tbh I KINDA felt lead on....
After that the next day she's like I was joking and shit and I'm like ok damn....
When we moved into senior year she changed schools once again, but she kept in contact and we're still good friends to this day....
Now in the new school she decided to go back to junior year instead of moving on into senior year lol....(dk why)
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@bi_weirdo_398 So as I was saying we still talk, and now she has a huge ass crush on this girl who's in most of her classes, and by huge ass I mean this girl is full on crazy for her type shit.... But with the way she's talking about the girl I think she's a player and kinda thinks breaking people's hearts and causing drama is a fun game type shit (She's one of those playgirl mascs who think they're cool just because they play the guitar).... And like she wants to confess and I'm like go for it (keep in mind that I'm completely over her and have been for the past year or so).... Last night she calls me as usual and we talk about the girl she likes and how my mentle health is nowadays (Which is shit but not that bad shit tbh).... Then after that she says smth along the lines of "I wanna date you cause you're the perfect person for me" and brings up my confession once again (like ms gurl are you okay).... And then she's like I'm not her type but she'd still date me, and once again thta whole wad of bullshit about how I'd be the perfect gf and how id make her forget about the girl....and what do I offer in a relationship.... And then the next day she's like "oh that was just in the heat of the moment".... (And once again keep in my mind that I don't like her at all like AT ALL lol, she's like a sister now) Guys I'm just so confused and I feel so uncomfortable lol, I can't even describe it in words.... I don't know what to tell her so i REALLY REALLY need your help folks.... Tell me what to do cause this is literally hurting my head....
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLIE WE LOVE YEH<3333
bi_weirdo_398
Just updated the Jenna Ortega book!!!!
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4 am and the yearn for a gf is badddddd SOMEBODY GET ME A FILO MAMÍ!!!!
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@duckie_da_duck AWWW BUBBA I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF YOU I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT!!!! YOU'RE A FUTURE VALEDICTORIAN TRUST ME!!!! Trust me Cali sucks ass tbh, I wanna run away as fast as I can from here lol....everybody's just so weirdly toxic and judgemental in a way that does not even make any sense lol.... Yes kid, join more they help and they're weirdly engaging.... I LOVE ME QUINCENERAS!!!! (Eventhough I've only been invited to 2 and I always just go for the food the rest of the stuff just bores me tbh with you).... Eventhough it's kinda confusing but it totally makes sense lol, just make sure you don't get hurt in the process or anything cause we so do not want that happening in anyway.... It's okay I don't mind write as much as you want to.... Well tbh I got constant anxiety attacks the last few days (I have no idea why) and I got scared thinking it was gonna be like the first time and I'd give myself another anxiety attack....but thankfully it's not and I'm better now and haven't been getting them again.... I'm confused about by emotions and stuff but it's not as bad as it was before and I'm kinda getting the hang of them.... My relationship with my mom isn't getting better but it's not getting any worse too so we could say that its doing good ig?? OH AND I JOIN COLLEGE SOON!!!! (NOT SO SOON BUT YEAH HEHE)
duckie_da_duck
@bi_weirdo_398 I'm doing well! I got good grades on all the midterms for my high school classes, even the ones I thought I failed, which is a little unfortunate, since I got a 91 but exempted, so my grade got placed as a B instead. Sigh. My friend who got grounded got grounded again while still being grounded, which is annoying, since it's been like two months. He also saw some kid get beat up at his school and might have to give a statement to the cops. He says he hates California. My Stanford classes ended! Yay! Time to apply for more and confused my friends with how I spend my time! I got invited to a quinceñera. I'm looking forward to that but also... not. Because dresses and makeup and dancing. A girl I thought hated me doesn't hate me and now we're (sort of?) friends? Her ex is my [girl I'm technically not dating]'s ex so I make jokes about that. I wrote a lot. How are you?
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@duckie_da_duck AWWW THAT'S SO CUTE<3333 Yeah me too tbh.... How are you doing lil kiddo????
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Just realized I have 56 followers lol thanks y'alls means alotttttt mwah<3333