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@duckie_da_duck Mhmm me too lol....
            Tbh idk what has happened to cause this but maybe it's because my relationship with my mom is deteriorating by the second or maybe it's because I always feel so alone and so misunderstood. I'm just not sure....
            Oh yes I've made up with my bsf, we're all good now....
            And how about you, how's it going bw you and the girl??

@bi_weirdo_398 I hope you feel better (or at least gain some emotional understanding of yourself) soon. Has anything happened? Did you make up with your friend?

@duckie_da_duck that's good!!!!
            Tbh I have no idea how I'm doing or how I'm feeling and it's been going on for a while now but I'm sure I'll be okay ig...

@bi_weirdo_398 You deserve it.

@bi_weirdo_398 She called me her girlfriend today and I said "Since when are we dating?" And she looked at me confused and said "Didn't you call me your girlfriend this morning?" I might've, I honestly don't know, I thought I said wife but I confuse words randomly all the time.
            I don't really know how to help with your friend since it's never happened to me, but I think it's better that you don't talk to her if it's what helps you control your anger. I don't think you're doing the wrong thing. But hopefully it eventually gets resolved.

@duckie_da_duck nahh you don't need to thank me as your online older sister it's my job to do this for you<3333
            Oh okay then that's good kiddo.... everything's gonna happen in due time so don't you worry bout anything....
            And know that whenever you need me I'm here for you okay?? If you need anything just come upto me and I'll try my best to help you no matter what it is lovely<3333
            Yeah I did tell her I was upset but it's gotten worse because she just can't grasp the main point of the situation and it's literally getting on my nerves at this point and I'm kinda not checking her messages or anything cause if I do ik I'm gonna snap and say smth that we both are gonna regret later so it's better if I don't pay much attention to it for a while and try to focus on my own emotions and shit like that and try to understand what's going even better cause if it keeps going on like this instead of getting better and coming to a good end it'll start getting worse and I don't want that happening so yeah let's see what happens now tbh....

@bi_weirdo_398 Okay, first of all, thank you very much for the advice, I will definitely keep it in mind.
            I don't think it's really a fleeting crush, since we've been flirting for like, months, and our messenger pigeon/wingman/friend keeps saying the word "love" when he talks about her feeling for me, which seems a bit extreme, but whatever, she's not the type of person to faceplant into UHaul Lesbian type romance.
            I also don't generally know what I want. I liked her for a few months last year, but she got a boyfriend, so the crush faded, she broke up with her boyfriend and a few months later my brain started randomly going "She's very pretty and kind and likes holding your hand you should kiss her", so... Yeah. Back to the crush era. But I don;t really know how relationships work. And I am definitely NOT going to confess/ask her out first, we already act like we're dating, and we both know we like each other, so it's kind of pointless. But thanks.
            As for your best friend, and you might be annoyed at this very obvious answer, but ✨communication is key✨. Unless it's like, very obvious what she did wrong, you should tell her, especially if she's actively trying to resolve the conflict and identify and correct her mistake. You could just tell her you're upset, and she might let you have time to work out your feelings or something. 
            I'm doing well. I had a cold but I'm fine. Skipped school. Might be bad for my bio grade but whatever.

Thxxxx lmao  but I was talking abt the ratio of  women to men [insert crying laughing emoji]

@dreamingofsaturn7 nuh uhh it's just as amazing as you are boo<3333

@bi_weirdo_398 lmao fr for me it’s like >1%

@Todesser13 I didn't know him one bit, so I'm really thankful for that nor had I ever listened to his songs like ever 

@bi_weirdo_398 i thought i didn't know him. It turns out I knew a lot about his songs I just didn't know it was him.

@Todesser13 DUDE SAMEEE!!!! I found my person y'alls lol

@bi_weirdo_398 real love isnt about meeting requirements, but is about being valued as a human being despite your faults, so if you only feel loved when you do/achieve certain things such as grades and tasks then that's not 'real' love
            
            If you are surrounded by a bad circle of people in general, its not your fault
            
            Your family i get- you can't change the family you were born into. I know this sounds corny as fuckk lol but before you actually prepare to love someone outside of your family try to love yourself first
            
            And also are you really going to allow the assholes that had nothing better to do in their lives than to bully you, make you believe that you aren't worth living?
            
            I personally know people who have been feeling the same way as you who have gotten into habits related to physical exercise and it has helped them a shit ton in their confidence and overall attitude in life
            
            regardless of what ayone has ever told you, Im glad you're herexxxx

@bi_weirdo_398 Love is conditional. That's generally a fact. The difference is that some people have different conditions, and different conditions for different people.  And personally, unless someone does something to piss me off, I don't not love them. I don't want this to be seen as me encouraging you, but this feels like it could be interpreted as that, so I might delete this later, but I think you're 100%, completely right. I'm not denying that. But I hope you realize that whatever conditions I had for you, you've definitely surpassed them. So please don't do anything to yourself.

@bi_weirdo_398 yesss i 100% agree especially for his poor wife left alone to raise his 2 children

@bi_weirdo_398 aa I love u too<33

@WATPPADPLSVALIDUSER thanks buddy, I love you so much for that tbh<3333
            And you seem like a very kind person too And that means alot to me hehe<3333

@bi_weirdo_398 of coursee, you dont even need to thank me
            If you ever need to talk to someone dont hesitate to send me a msg on my profile so that ill see itxx
            
            You seen like such a kind and genuine person through your comments and posts, pls dont ever think of yourself any differently!! Im glad you're still here with us <3

@haileesteinfeldlov3r I love you too beautiful kiddo<3333

@bi_weirdo_398 I love you a lot ❤️

@blackcanvas00 thank you so much!!!! They're my actually my bsf lol, but they're the most amazing person ever love them tbh....