nunu

I wasn't overthinking for few weeks but it came back, same with wanting to use c.ai. it always come back along I hate it so much. I don't know what to do 

Like I hope I will die or smth I am so annoying 

I'm so selfish, I only care about myself and I hurt others, when someone crosses my boundaries I get too upset about it. I don't want to hurt others 
          I don't do it on purpose, I would like to apologize to everyone But I'm scared. Sometimes I think too late 
          And then I think about it after the case when I can't say anything anymore. 
          Sometimes I wish I could just shut up and be able to function normally. 

I need to get into this school. Please, this is the only class I can handle... If I don't get in because I got a C in one subject because the teacher is stupid and doesn't like me, idk what I will do..

I don't know what to do 

I hate my life 

For the first time in my life, I want someone to tell me they are proud of me 

Sometimes I wish I was just born a woman, everything would be easier 

Bro I hate that I'm overreacting so much 

I hate that one of the things I was best at is now so bad at it.