bigmusclesmaria

hey
          	
          	i keep seeing the ‘possessive’ tag on things and i think i should just tell everyone, possess means own? like a possession? so like, stop praising possessive books? 
          	
          	like there’s a difference between protective and possessive- protective is jealous but less so and trying to keep you from harm, possessive is own you and use you for whatever they want… i get that that is a kink for people but not when it’s in a wattpad book where it’s usually the live interest who’s known the mc for like a week  
          	
          	if you’re into people who are possessive, please go to therapy

bigmusclesmaria

hey
          
          i keep seeing the ‘possessive’ tag on things and i think i should just tell everyone, possess means own? like a possession? so like, stop praising possessive books? 
          
          like there’s a difference between protective and possessive- protective is jealous but less so and trying to keep you from harm, possessive is own you and use you for whatever they want… i get that that is a kink for people but not when it’s in a wattpad book where it’s usually the live interest who’s known the mc for like a week  
          
          if you’re into people who are possessive, please go to therapy

bigmusclesmaria

hey, just wanted to let anyone who needs a well written smut, there’s a story on ao3 called ‘down the rabbit hole’ and it’s a dramione ff and it’s so STEAMY and has to much PRAISE like god it’s so good 1000/10 would recommend

bigmusclesmaria

ok I'm writing a story and I was gonna wait until I finished it but I don't even know if people read my announcements so here's a teaser of whats to come 
          'Rain falls from the sky in thick drops, and thunder continuously claps somewhere not too far away.  A tiny cat hides, shivering under a fuzzy blanket.  Autumn was just beginning, but summer’s storms were still holding on as long as they could.  The cat licks its sand-colored paws, seeking some sort of comfort.'
          
          constructive criticism is always welcome, I just wanna know if anyone would read the story if I published it :))

_bbbear

I really like it, it’s so cute!!!
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bigmusclesmaria

here comes a thought that might alarm me: what someone said, and how it harmed me, something I did that failed to be charming. things that I’ve said are suddenly swarming and oh, I’m losing sight.  I’m losing touch.  all these little seem to matter so much that they confuse me, that I might lose me.  take a moment, remind yourself to take a moment and find yourself.  take a moment and ask yourself if this is how we fall apart but it’s not, it’s okay, you have nothing to fear, and it was just a thought, it’s okay, we can watch them go by from here
          
          haha I’m going insane because I forgot about that song (just a thought from steven universe- if you haven’t heard it I strongly recommend especially if you have anxiety) until yesterday from a video and the video was talking about mental illness portrayed in animation.  the video really quickly said how steven universe was really good at portraying mental illness because pearl and lapis show different ptsd and stuff like that but he also said how that song was about anxiety and I listened to it and it’s just so real.  like I liked it even when I took it as what was going on in the story, but now I love it because I know I have anxiety and the song is really pretty but it’s been stuck in my head all day.  am I even making sense probably not but I doubt anyone is gonna read this
           ( ´ ▽ ` )*dying inside*