Cause if it isn't real you can pretend all you want it's all you ever need that's not healthy they said to live in your head but it hurts a lot less to me~ I fall in love with boys I see on a tv screen, the ones in books who are as perfect as they can be I spend all of my time imagining what it would be like if they existed, my parents told me I should look for one in real life, but I get let down by both the bad boys and the nice guys I'm tired of giving more than I receive so I'll just stick to the boys who don't know~.             - this might as well be my motto