I hate crying over a friend that abandoned me, I wish god never wrote to his book that I will meet someone who’s gonna be my best friend and then get abandoned, I hate how people would go through this
I don’t know why I’m too nice and that I accept anything but being abandoned I don’t love being attached easily and that I would tell them everything and I’m happy for the new people I meet but the one’s I knew makes me weak and forces my eyes to tear up
I just wish I never downloaded instagram, I met the people who literally made me happy and some of of them left
I keep grieving non-stop and sometimes I don’t know how I would feel about this
If I knew I would have good friends then I don’t need the bad ones to make me feel weak and I can’t forget about the days I had back in school, being bullied and how everyone would defend her over me and I still hung out with them and try to be nice and then they ignore me except for a one friend that stayed with me and then she left the school
I don’t know why I’m texting all this but I can’t keep thinking about it forever
