(hiatus)

I'm not so chatty here but, BTS JUST WON THREE AWARDS AND ONE OF THEM IS ARTIST OF THE YEAR!!! 

the cliché love at first sight that in real life has it's own crazy turn of events.
          
          ++hello, it's me~ after a hiatus. offering you an overdue apology since i don't have the time to write this compilation. i changed the whole thing too. i still write from time to time but I don't have the same feeling as i was two years ago??? crazy. but here you go. had to scrape the leftover feeling i have. enjoy! and thanks if you take the time to read.++
          I just published "Track 1" of my story "SUMMER 1997 | rosé x bts (rewriting)". https://www.wattpad.com/768632333?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=bilingualistic-&wp_originator=71SdhHTBhbJ6bmBewc5Z9AoHKtgURl9mAStTYYdbfkBzhSow3gJ8Wk77XHWT%2BF0D1QoF%2Fx10LECn2C1Q2g3qomgjEskOdyx9ZanKx6RuTdcnZ0Oc4xdjzSPZlcxS3jQX

sorry that I can't post anything up. mental and physical have been going through a lot of exhaustion lately and it's hard to keep track with things when your mind is preoccupied and deteriorating. please stay safe and healthy. body and mind.

@cookiewine tagged me so I guess I need to love myself?
          
          1. I love my instinct and imaginative daydream, most of the times. Sure it's not the best thing I have but it helps me making choices, or bad choices. It's what keeps me alive. Anyway...
          
          2. I love my hair and I love to cut it. It can get both bad hair day and best hair day in a day. But I just want to chop it off like... what if I'm bald for a month? Maybe one day.
          
          3. I love being alone as I become an adult. Serenity works best as my environment. I don't completely push people away, it just sometimes bothers me if I'm being surrounded with a LOT of people. Yet I feel content if I spend time with friends. 
          
          4. I love listening to my voice, isn't it weird? It's not the most melodic thing I've ever had or listened to but it's good, I guess. I can sing, maybe, depends on what song suits my taste.
          
          5. I love myself. I'll try to fight any downs and cherish any ups. The journey is still long, and longer than I've ever imagined. The 'me' I am now is not the best, all flaws and merits are there, and I'll try to embrace it equally as I live. 
          
          Fingers crossed.

Positivity chain:
          
          Write 5 things you love about yourself on your message board and send this to 10 people who you think deserve more love.

thank you for voting and good night XD