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I might not be writing anymore, hell I might not even be alive. im sorry but im honestly tired of life and cant handle being here anymore, I have such bad anger issues and so many mental issues and I cant move out of my moms house and shes the reason to them so im just slowly losing my mind in this god damn hell house and id rather be dead then on earth. i hate it here, society sucks ass, you cant do shit without being made fun of or judged, so i think im just gonna make today my end. im sorry. I have been suicidal since I was 8 that's 5 years now. im so tired and I cant handle it anymore im sorry. so sorry. mae if you see this, im especially sorry to you since you were my bsf, but please anyone who sees this, don't end it. don't hurt yourself, don't kill yourself or anything, its not worth it and it'll get better, I know it. just for me its only been getting worse so the only thing I can do is just end it now. I love you maria. goodbye.