Hadeel Al-Amir

So yes I'm alive, where was i? Idk laying in bed 24/7 not wanting to do anything, still the same tho. I stopped writting and reading books not that i wanted that but i went through senior year and my grades weren't that great i got into a translation and languages major chinese department so 你好 to my Chinese friends and non-chinese. Im still a first year student in university. I missed you all and i missed writting books, my life was so hard lately and i want to escape reality fr. 

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Hi fellas, i have dropped into depression for like almost 3 years (probably since corona started) i have been starting books and not finishing them , like writing few chapters then getting bored from it or get a writing block so i couldn't complete any book i have either its published or not. I have this book that i have been writing when i was 13 it is called just a sign , when i read it now it feels so cringy but when i remember the effort and how many people helped me either with the cover or with some ideas i rethink it should i re write it into a better version? And if i did well it like others or not , i need help with that because i wanna make something big but i need inspiration and motivation, im a senior now and im dropping into depression even harder but i remembered wattpad and how it was such a breathe for me. I love you guys and sorry if this got so long. 

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Hey, I hope I didn't disturb you and you're having a great day. I actually wanted to recommend my book "Scars Of Regret", so far people are hooked. It would mean a lot if you could give it a try. Its worth your time✨❤.
          Stay safe,
          Fayth✨

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Thank you for the follow (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ♡

One of the moments that I feel like crying in is reaching the end of the story but the author didnt finish it yet. 

Just finished two amazing books this weak, its a series an amazing one and i give credits to the author she is amazing the 1st book is called demetre and the second one is die for me. Have fun fellas

So you know because corona our class was going to be set to two groups ,so when it did my best friend #1 wasn't with me in my group but my bestie #2 wasn't with her either so u was like at least she is with me.
          Then i look in the paper of the names of people in the group,i couldn't find her name.
          I kept looking then thought that it might be a technical issue,so i just asked my class friends if they know why she wasn't there and all.
          I asked bestie #1 if she know why her name isn't there,she didn't know either and said she will ask her today in their math course,so i was like aha okay.
          Then i messaged my friend who also takes a course with them that to try and call my bestie#2 to tell her about her name not being on the paper,so she was like"okay",and after half an hour she messaged but then it turns out that my friend id messaging from her phone,and here comes the drama.. 
          At that moment she tells me ,she moved to another school.
          I couldn't really believe what she is saying because she was always the one that tricks us all and leaves our mind messed up.
          She i was like wth and how is that ,stop jocking and other i cant believe you's,then she stopped replaying and my friend said "hey your bestie#2 had gone back home she said she moved school btw".
          At that moment i felt like crying ,but at the pit of stomach i feel this ain't real,not expecting something like that from my best friend.it felt like stabbing in the back.
          Then i sent the chat between me and bestie #2 to bestie #1 to see what she sent to me and how she moved school,she then replied"hey,this is true ,i was with her in the course when she replied to you, I'm so shocked."
          I said that i feel that you guys are jocking with me so stop its not funny any more,like..i didn't move from my school cause i didn't want to leave them when i only have three years left to finish school and head to college.like how out of a sudden you say you leaving?
          its just hard.