billy.... stop it. right now. smile a lil I'm not completely gone, obviously I'm on the internet (sometimes). plus, who doesn't love to smile? I honestly don't know what to say, i feel guilty for something i didn't mean to do... I already have alot of stuff outside of my past, i'm sure you do too.
ps. yodaluv... she thought you were nik... she didn't mean to say that stuff.
-don't look down at what you don't have but did or will have. look up at what you do. <3 lily