- so I started a new book, still in the writing process but I'm kinda proud of this one -
He was always scared I'd never talk to him again, that it would be just a one night stand; every night. So I'd wake up with a finger or three inside my vagina. Sometimes he'd be diligently sucking on my clit, while other times he's whispering in my ear how much he loves the way I squirm under his grip.
Indeed I did squirm under his lustful grip. This man knew how to make a women beg like she's never begged before. I was devoted to this man, don't get me wrong.
But one week a month when he went away for work, I'd find myself sneaking into the bedroom on the other side of the house where his best friend would be waiting for me. Neither man knew I was sleeping with the other; I just was. They made sure to keep it a secret, for their own reasons that they never cared to tell me at the time. But it's quite clear now.
You see, sex is like a drug to some people and I was addicted for sure. When I wanted it, I went crazy for it.
But even the high from a drug wears off and you're left feeling the heat from what you've done. One man had to lose me so the other could have me. Really, the right thing to do would be leave them both and move along but oh god, the way he touched me. . .