bindersoup

i have such bad writers block send me some ideas for matthew or imani 

here’s a quick one-shot of an dairy entree of Matthew birth mom 
          
          TW: drugs and child kidnapping
          
          
          11/5/2010
          its been 5 years since my daughter was kidnapped, 3 years now of being sober. My therapist marty said that i should start writing my feeling out in this journal to track my progress and get over her death. I can’t help feeling likes it’s my fault for her death, i mean i didn’t even realize that she was missing until 2 days later. I could blame that on the drugs. If it wasn’t for my addiction she wouldn’t of never went missing. Oh what am i saying, i’m a horrible mother even if i never tried meth i could never take care of her. Shit i’m late for work i guess ill write in this more when i have time.
          

Due to writing disability that I have (dysgraphia) and my life being a a little hectic at the moment thanks to dance,D&D, school and Theater. It might be a couple months before the first chapter gets out! Sorry to the three people who’ve actually read it XD