L’amour…

Tu me manques..❤️

I’ll never say goodbye even if u said it, but yeah this is the last time I write here out of love and respect to ur wishes.
          Take care of yourself, I love u more than anything, and for the last time here but there’ll never be a last unless im dead, Good night daisy ❤️ take care of yourself baby..
          

Prayer is the only way I can still connect to her, and it reminds me of just how horrible I am truly horrible but allah is the greatest and I leave everything in his hands, if the worst happens its in his hands and if the best comes its in his hands. 
          I hope you find peace..I love u

I’m sorry for everything, I love you so much,  no matter what happens, no matter how much you hate me, ull always be the first and last thought in my brain, and ull always be in my heart, I know Im a literal devil but u saw a drop of light in my heart the first time and Im gonna kill that devil and make that drop bigger no matter what the cost may be, Im in war and Im either coming out dead or a winner because I promised u my love forever and I cant let the man who took away my precious girl exist, I love you more than anything even if you bury me I love you.
          I hate this fucking app because I poured my heart out on a freaking text for so long and it just got deleted and i lost it..i seem to be so good at losing things ffs
          Im sorry for hurting u..I love u 
          Good night daisy❤️..

Good night daisy ❤️ 
          
          First official sale today praise to allah
          Feels strange… I should be celebrating, but there’s a part of me that’s just quiet. The part of my soul I always imagined being proud with me isn’t here anymore. That silence is loud.
          
          Still, I’m grateful. Still moving. Just… feeling both things at once, just felt like saying it.
          
          Im drinking sparkling water and I can hear her say ew lol 
          

Good night daisy ❤️
          Today was hard, that feeling to always run back to her like a baby running to his mom whenever the world is too tough, that feeling doesn’t leave my chest except this time I cant run back to her arms so I just swallow it and continue through this life fearlessly cuz nothing and no one can hurt me more than I hurt myself by hurting the most precious part of myself…her, 
          No one will ever see my soul again but her and im fine with that

Good night daisy..❤️ 
          I freaking love you, our goodbye will never be said id never tell u goodbye my heart could never beat for anything or anyone other than u because we cant separate the inseparable, but I promise u ill never hurt u or anyone again and Ill make sure I go to heaven and perhaps there I can finally truly call u mine, and for that not to be a traumatizing thing bur rather a beautiful story, I love u so much I really do and Im sorry for everything, perhaps this could be the last gn daisy u ever see but know i say it every night before i sleep because ur the first and last thought on my mind ❤️

Good night daisy ❤️❤️

Good night daisy ❤️

Good night daisy ❤️