Tia

heyyy everyone! how are you guys??? so about two ish years ago I said I was going to stop writing BUT I just posted a story!!! I'm not sure how often I'll be writing/posting but I've missed it a lot. take a look at my new story in my most recent book! idk if it's different from my previous work, I'm probably a little rusty lol. anyways, I love you guys, bye!!!

Hi

IMPORTANT!!!
          
          I’m a bit nervous to write this and I’m not sure of where to start so please bear with me. Back in 2017 I started writing imagines just because. I had seen some on tumblr and decided that I wanted to try writing my own. They were horrible at first and I physically cringe if I attempt to read them. They eventually got better, and writing on here helped my mental health, it gave me something to do when I wished I could escape into a different world. I’ve written a lot of different stories and I’ve loved it. 
          
          A little bit after I started my most recent imagines book, I felt like I had written everything that I could have written, and everything that I had wanted to write. I used to feel so much motivation and desire to write, and now I don’t feel that anymore, so, I’m not going to be writing anymore stories. I know this is probably a bit of a surprise and I’m so sorry, I wanted to post this message so you guys would know, rather than me just disappearing. Also, all of the stories that are published right now will stay published, I won’t be removing anything. 
          
          I seriously can’t say thank you enough for the love and the likes, comments, requests, messages, and support. For 3 years this was my safe space, and I made great friends and memories (as cheesy as that sounds!) and I loved all of it. I message with some people on here, so I’ll probably keep wattpad  on my phone, or if you want, my Shawn fan account (that I never post on but you could message me on if you want) is whenyoureshawnmendes 
          
          Thank you thank you thank you for everything. I love you guys so much.
          
          Xoxo ~ Tia

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You’re welcome!! The way you write is soo beautiful, I love it 

How’s everyone else’s anxiety doing?? I got up about a million times last night and kept asking if Biden had won yet. 

soooo I have an idea for an imagine, but it's going to be a bit graphic, so I'm going to put a trigger warning. also, idk why but since I have started this fifth imagines book, most of my story ideas are set before Shawn and Y/n go public. idk why, and I'm sorry if it's annoying or if any of it seems unrealistic, but it just keeps coming up in my mind. anyways, I hope you guys enjoy this next one, but it will be a bit graphic, so I apologize for that! love you guys. xoxo - Tia

so. I started to edit some of my smut and... to those who have said that it's cringey... I agree. that stuff is staying unpublished omg why did I write that??? at first I was like, maybe I can just take this part out and then I was like oh, oh no. this is a no. for those of you who wanted it, I'm sorry but I'm not comfortable with it anymore!

hi guys! so, a while ago I decided to unpublish my smut. then, wattpad updated and republished for some reason?? then, last week or something, they updated again, and now, it is back to being unpublished. I'm thinking of going through and editing them. if I do edit them, I'll republish them because I know some people liked my smut.
          
          also, there are two books that I have that are discontinued. one of them, open when letters, only has two chapters, and the other story, a father's love, only has six chapters. I'm not going to be continuing with either of them. should I leave them up, or delete them?? 
          
          love you guysss

hi guys. so, I'm trying to write an imagine right now, I started it earlier today. a little bit ago I got a phone call that my aunt passed away and now I'm really sad and having a hard time. I'm going to try and keep writing because sometimes that helps me when I'm sad or anxious, but I don't know when it will be up. also, if any of you guys could just send me some positive thoughts or messages, that would be very appreciated. I love you guys so much and I'm so grateful for all of your support. xoxo - Tia