@silly4pie wow i just now saw this, im sorry!!! but a LOT has happened since i last updated. after my brother died my mental health actually got better for awhile??? but then my eating disorder kicked in again full force and has been real bad since like September-October?? also ive developed PTSD recently, so thats lame. no more self harm though, although i did overdose on benadryl and that was scary. i'm so sorry it took me months to reply D: youre so sweet for asking, i love u