I'll Be Waiting, My Love

Why do I keep thinking about you.
          
          Why does it seem like I've tried too hard.
          
          It...really has been a while, Melody. I'm...glad to hear you're doing okay! I am.
          
          I've been doing lots better myself, honestly!!
          
          I just...can't stop thinking about you. It's been 2 years since we last talked, sure, but...that means nothing to me. I still think about you almost every day, and I hope that there's a slight possibility that we can talk. Maybe. I'm not even sure.
          
          I don't know why I feel this way but I know that I care. I care lots about you, and rosie, and everyone that I had in 5th grade. It means nothing now, I know. Maybe not to you, either..
          
          I'm glad you made such amazing friends, I'm glad they all care just as much(if NOT MORE) about you.
          
          It's selfish to think that you forgot about me. I know you didn't.
          
          Part of me hopes you did. Maybe I never deserved this warmth.
          
          Aha i'm sounding edgy.
          
          I'ma be so fr I saw your soar notebooks and instantly took them.(They were shoved in the closet, It didn't seem fair.)
          
          I cried, like 3 times because I learned...so much more about you. Things even you never brought up to me.
          
          I wish we had a stronger bond, I wish I knew you sooner.
          
          I'm sorry.
          
          BUT HEY~! I have a boyfriend now, a REALLY good one! He's amazing!! Oh! and 7th grade is almost over, too. I started marching band, and it's honestly really fun as well!
          
          Hm... I started to learn electric guitar!! I'm REALLY big on roleplaying/OC lore.(I have a really cool friend who does that with me.)
          
          I...think that's it.
          
          I hope you're doing well, Saw your message. I'm glad you're okay, Melody.
          
          WITH LOVE~!
          
          Nova~!!!(Elizabeth :D)

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im gonna actually sob while writing this guys help TvT
          so YES, IT IS MELMEL!! YAY! this doesnt rly mean that im back but I mean maybe ill have more of a chance to talk to some ppl this way (again, assuming this is actually gonna work). 
          but yea! gosh it feels rly nice just to be typing this out. I cant even describe how much ive missed you guys, genuinely. its been so SO hard without you guys. I dont wanna go into details, but… lets just say that ive had episodes…haha so fun ANYGAY-no more sad stuff. 
          this is me and my friends acc that we’re sharing so its not just me, its also my friend Isaac! hes so full of hoep ÙvÚ. 
          anyway hopefully things will start to get better now that I have you guys to talk to a little more. again, im not completely back, but ill periodically post stuff and update you guys when I get the chance :3. I wanna let yk that im doing good and managing pretty fine. I still have times where I still cry a lot but lately ive been trying to get better. I love you guys so much and I think abt you literally every single day. 
          small updates- most of my friends know that im starting to go by melody :3 my pronouns are still she/they and whatnot. ive gotta go for now but ill try to update you guys as much as possible. 
          I love you all so much. time may have slightly worn my memory down abt specifics, but I remember the important things. I love you @honakanaiscool 
          also rory if it’s ok tell everybody i sent this out <3

Hey girliepop, know you won't see this but miss you lots, one of the best people I've met online and I've been on the internet for a while, we're taking good care of sachi and the gang til you can come back! <33333

I miss u Mel, I hope ur doing amazing

I miss you so much I miss the conversations we used to have I hope you are doing okay 

Been a while since I thought about you. The message hou sent me through youtube today meant a lot. You were my best friend... and I miss you so much. I know you can't go on here anymore, but I still wanted to give an update. I'm going to a new school. I don't get bullied half as much, but in return, we have more inner friend group drama. Recently some people got mad at me for the stupidest reason, that being that I was annoyed with them for leaving me out so I told our friend and he told them i was talking shit, not that i was feeling left out. its been terrible knowing theyre starting to deadname me behind my back after i left my old school to leave that. i hate it. and i miss you. i think im genuinely the only one in our friend group who still cries over losing you, especially after that short few weeks of contact. setta (allie) has been nicer to me, and they even appologized. i cant remember if i told you that. but i digress. i miss you so much i probably sound like a broken record but things have been shit and i wouldve been able to go to you if we could still talk. i hate that i miss you so much. not because youre a bad person, but because i feel like im a bad person for not being able to get over the fact that youre gone. i wish we could find a way to talk. youre an amazing person. i wish we could still talk. ever since i got the message ive been thinking about you, and the fact that i miss you all too much. im still here for you, and i wish you the best. i find myself re-reading drdd often, and feeling at peace. ive drawn some yukiari too, and im even starting a new fangan, and quit the old one. speaking of drdd, chapter 1 is fully coded! nod has been doing amazing, kudos to them! nod and i are making the characters in gacha life 2. im making them for fun, and nod is for sprite placeholders. im still writing hikari's song, and i think its gonna be about toya and what yukiya helped them realize about him. im getting better with poetry and writing!

Heya!! Ik you may not know me well enough for this to matter(Yuki/solar/elizabeth) but I really miss you and I hope you’re okay!!

miss you girl, wish you were here

Hey! How are you? Just popping in to check up on you.
          
          I want you to know that you're one of the best people I met here on Wattpad, and I love you so much, okay? So take care of yourself!! And remember that if you ever need something, I'll always be here to help you out!
          
          Have a day/night/afternoon as lovely as you!