bisexual_book-lover

pov u thought u were doing better but youve unnoticedly started feeling more and more dead inside

Eix_Meh

@bisexual_book-lover Heyy hru?? doesnt seem to well-
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XxHajime-KunxX

@bisexual_book-lover That sucks. What happened now? Is it the same reason as before?
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honakanaiscool

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Been a while since I thought about you. The message hou sent me through youtube today meant a lot. You were my best friend... and I miss you so much. I know you can't go on here anymore, but I still wanted to give an update. I'm going to a new school. I don't get bullied half as much, but in return, we have more inner friend group drama. Recently some people got mad at me for the stupidest reason, that being that I was annoyed with them for leaving me out so I told our friend and he told them i was talking shit, not that i was feeling left out. its been terrible knowing theyre starting to deadname me behind my back after i left my old school to leave that. i hate it. and i miss you. i think im genuinely the only one in our friend group who still cries over losing you, especially after that short few weeks of contact. setta (allie) has been nicer to me, and they even appologized. i cant remember if i told you that. but i digress. i miss you so much i probably sound like a broken record but things have been shit and i wouldve been able to go to you if we could still talk. i hate that i miss you so much. not because youre a bad person, but because i feel like im a bad person for not being able to get over the fact that youre gone. i wish we could find a way to talk. youre an amazing person. i wish we could still talk. ever since i got the message ive been thinking about you, and the fact that i miss you all too much. im still here for you, and i wish you the best. i find myself re-reading drdd often, and feeling at peace. ive drawn some yukiari too, and im even starting a new fangan, and quit the old one. speaking of drdd, chapter 1 is fully coded! nod has been doing amazing, kudos to them! nod and i are making the characters in gacha life 2. im making them for fun, and nod is for sprite placeholders. im still writing hikari's song, and i think its gonna be about toya and what yukiya helped them realize about him. im getting better with poetry and writing!

honakanaiscool

Anyways, I just wanted to say something. I miss you, and I hope all is well. You're still one of the best people I've ever been honored to meet, and I want you to know that.
            
            If anyone can find a way to send this to Melody, please do. I want them to know I still think about them.
            
            -Rory/Zeeke, previously known as Ivory (Zeeke/Ezekiel is my online name and Rory is my chosen name)
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honakanaiscool

I hope its getting as good as i think it is, at least. im also getting better with playing guitar so it will probably also sound better. i have many more ocs, and ive also made a few really cool decisions about them lately. juniper and jacob being cousins, for example. here are some more just to lighten the mood:
            
            Juniper is the smartest, being the valedictorian of her class. She's one class ahead of Hikari, and can speak Arabic, French, English, and Japanese. You can't even tell which is her native language because she's an expert at all of them. 
            
            Hikari becomes mor confident of themself the more they hang around June, feeling like they're able to be the trusest person they are. They feel safe and loved for the first time in their life when their with June, and aiddenly they feel that way around Kaisen, Jacob, and Naruhito, and finally, the rest of my new cast of characters (minus Toya ofc).
            
            Toya and Kaisen are cousins, but Kaisen hates Toya. Toya is somewhat a revamped version of Michael, but much more mentally and much less physically when it comes to what they do with their victims (being Hikari and Mirai). 
            
            Kaisen is my okdest OC at 27, while Kosuke is my youngest at 14. Kosuke is like a son to Kaisen, since Kaisen can't bear children.
            
            The new OCs I've made are Kai, Aria, Samuel, Crystal, Eri, Clara, Umber, Seiko, and Kosuke. Here is some info on them:
            
            Clara is antagonistic, while Aria is her sidekick and best friend. Aria is much more agressive tone-wise than Clara, while Clara is manipulative. Aria is in love with her, but Clara is AroAce and doesn't feel the same. 
            
            Eri, Jacob, and Toya are my only staright OCs, and Eri and Jacob are dating. They're happy together, but Toya often ruins it.
            
            Crystal is Kaisen's lover, and is 25. Xe love to go one double dates with Hikari and Juniper due to the fact that Crystal and Hikari are cousins (Hikari doesn't know this until later in the game because Crystal felt terrible for them)
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Eix_Meh

Hey! How are you? Just popping in to check up on you.
          
          I want you to know that you're one of the best people I met here on Wattpad, and I love you so much, okay? So take care of yourself!! And remember that if you ever need something, I'll always be here to help you out!
          
          Have a day/night/afternoon as lovely as you!

honakanaiscool

@Eix_Meh she hasnt been able go access her acc due to her mom finding them
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CallmeTpose

wassup people small message from this creator they're busy right now they're fine 

want_2_be_ur_gf

@CallmeTpose tell her I miss her sooooo much she was and is like a little sister to me and I hope she gets better!!! 
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CallmeTpose

Oh okay phew but if she told multiple- nvm well see you around! :]
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honakanaiscool

@CallmeTpose I know why she isn't here, dw. another one of her friends told us
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honakanaiscool

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I miss you so much...
          
          I'm literally about to cry because it feels so odd without you. My only hope to talking to you is Rosie and she hasn't responded in a while either. I'm gonna be honest that you were, along with my boyfriend, sister, and dog, one of my main reasons for living. I wanted to make you happy and I loved every single time you talked to me and it made me feel happy to know you really cared for me. I can't believe it's been almost a month. God, it feels like longer. It's so different, even if it's just without you. I thought losing my teacher for the next couple months was gonna be bad but man... This was worse. I just want to talk to you so badly and see how you're doing and it seems kinda silly but I really just want to talk to you. You're an amazing person and I know that you will never see this but sometimes I honestly feel like dying and my main reason to keep going is because I could possibly talk to you again. I'm really trying to stay positive but having to deal with the loss of Elvis soon and not being able to have you there with me is going to be like hell. And normally I say that as a joke, but this time it isn't. You always knew what to say when I was sad and you were just an amazing person. Truly, anyone who doesn't see that can fuck themselves because you're one of the best people I know.
          
          I miss you...
          
          Please come back...

CallmeTpose

@honakanaiscool This a message from Sophie and she says "im trying my hardest and I can't wait to get back in touch soon" also she is very sorry about Elvis
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