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I’m hurting. I’m hurting so bad. I want help. But I’m getting help.. why isn’t it working. I feel horrible, I just wanna disappear. So bad. I can’t take this.. soon I’ll be gone, it just doesn’t seem like soon enough. I wish those pills could just be in my hands rn and I could just swallow them and I’d be done. Or get a gun into my possession and shoot me dead.. Or maybe I can go hang myself rn.. I have the rope ready.. I just am so fucking tired of life.