hey everyone. big update below.
this week has been really hard for me, so there won’t be any updates for a while again, i’m afraid. ive started on a few pieces but at the moment, i have no idea when they’ll be finished and published.
not only did i get covid (wow, surprise surprise), but there have been personal comments made both on this site and others that have been really damaging to my mental health - it’s blatant bullying. i know that these comments are not a reflection as to who i am and that these people don’t know me, but i’m a serial overthinker and i’m not resilient enough to not take these things lightly. i try to shrug things off and be unbothered because there’s no use arguing to thin air, but it’s diminishing to me entirely when completely inaccurate and uncalled for judgements are made on my character, and for petty insults to be thrown towards me without any provocation; it feels like so many bricks have been knocked down for me to start over again.
it’s gonna take a bit for me to find my feet while i recover and try to find my own self-worth again. like i said, i have started on a few pieces but for now, there will be a wait for updates and requests until further notice.
i hope you can understand why i’m taking this break; all i ask for is kindness and support. take care, i love you all ♥︎