i deleted that cus i made a typo--see, very overly critical. but i feel like what's stopping me is that, like... i feel like my work is boring and repetitive. i'm like, who cares that so and so is going through this again, you said it for last three chapters. realistically, a problem doesn't just resolve in one chapter, but i have this idea that i'm just writing such a snooze fest. depression, schizophrenia, etc. does not get resolved, its a consistent thing, and here i am, worried that i'm going to bore everyone to death... i promise i am working on these chapters, i just want them to be perfect. sigh.