Shay

Suicide's note
          
          The cool, calm, face of the river asked me for a kiss
                                                                  - Langston Hughes

"these woods are lovely, dark and deep, But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep,And miles to go before I sleep"

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm a sad excuse of a person and a friend. I'm sorry I always fuck up and never do things right. I'm sorry I'm so afraid of judgment that I push you away. I'm sorry every second of my day is spent contemplating my death. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I always piss you off and waste yours and everyone else's time just by being around taking up oxygen. I'm sorry that I'll never good enough for you as a lover or a friend. I'm sorry you hurt me in the long run. I'm sorry I'm falsely accused of saying and doing things. I'm sorry for being a sorry person. I'm sorry for being sorry so I'll end things here with what I call my closure. Until we meet again, goodbye

Stitch me up and make me new
          I need someone to pull me through
          Endless nights with open wounds
          I'm done with life because of you

Uh..Hi shay. I've missed you for 2 months. What happened? Are you okay? When are you coming back? I really care for you Shay. Hope your better.

You are the person who has the strenght to keep hold on..

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