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Will u update?? 

IN LOVE WITH YOUR THEME *heart eye emojis*

i'm proud and happy to say i have officially written for the first time in months. unfortunately when my original wattpad account was deleted, stepbrothers was deleted with it, which in turn has forced me to rewrite the chapters. the first rewritten chapter has just been posted, and while the book will follow the same plot, it will most likely be written better than the first time around. xo

@rastinjeba i hope i find my inspiration again soon as well. i loved making my readers happy, and thank you so much for thinking i'm an amazing author, it means the absolute world to me. people like you made me motivated af. and unfortunately, there is no possible way for you to read the fifty shades of mccann trilogy, for those books were made into jastin fanfics by me and therefore also is the reason i got deleted in the first place. i'm sorry love, but have an amazing day as well ! xoxo

@rastinjeba hi love. a lot of people loved my books and the four that weren't mine as well. unfortunately, i wasn't smart and therefore did not write my stories in a place where they were saved at all. so i don't have them anymore. i didn't think i would be deleted, and i was naive. i tried to get my account back but wattpad denied me and i'll forever hate them/the app for it. furthermore, along with my books, my inspiration died as well. maybe i'll write another, improved version of "stepbrothers" one day and other books (since i do remember the ideas for the books i wrote), but as of right now, i still have no real inspiration to write. i will say be on the look out anyway, for i could randomly publish something eventually if you all are lucky. xo

got my original username back at least *sigh*

I miss you, hubby !!

i was at almost 400 followers. i had just reached 30k reads on stepbrothers that i am so proud of. i had 20 FVCKING BOOKS THAT WERE MY OWN FVCKING CONTENT THAT I WORKED ON FOR A WHILE. AND MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED FOR FOUR STUPID BOOKS (technically ONE). why couldn't wattpad just delete the books and leave my account alone ? i literally don't understand this bvllshit. i feel like a small part of me was deleted with my account and i almost don't want to even start over. fvck this.

i think the worst part about this stuff is that stepbrothers was doing so well. i had just reached 30k reads and i'm so proud of that book and now everything i did for over two years just went down the drain with the snap of a finger. i hope wattpad knows so many other accounts translate books and that i wasn't the only one. a big FVCK YOU to them.

hello. unfortunately, my biggest fear on here was brought to life and my first account @bizzlebeballinnn, was taken down. i've cried and i'm so angry because my account is everything to me and now it's gone. i don't know who the fvck reported my account or book (fifty shades freed) but i guess this is what i get for trying to be a good person and translate those books that took me hours on end while i burned my eye sockets out. i'm going to try to get my account back. if i do, the other three books i translated are being deleted and never ever coming back. the funny thing is wattpad never notified me fifty shades freed was taken down for faulty/reported content. if i would have known, i would have taken down fifty shades of mccann, fifty shades darker, and the protector all down a while ago. this is the last thing i wanted to happen. but just fvck me i guess.