I get randomly violent and act out on it and I dont know why. I feel like shit after I do it and I wanna cry really bad right now because I just had an episode but nobody believes me when I tell them I did it without thinking. What's wrong with me and why do I always fuck shit up
I get randomly violent and act out on it and I dont know why. I feel like shit after I do it and I wanna cry really bad right now because I just had an episode but nobody believes me when I tell them I did it without thinking. What's wrong with me and why do I always fuck shit up
I really need to vent. I came out to my father about being gay 3-4 Months ago and today I was in the living room with my mom and dad. Something came on the news about LGBTQ people and their rights. When my father piped up and said "Well f*gs deserve to be disowned.... I went silent because I was talking to my mother when he said that. My mother just looked at me with sadness in her eyes because she knew I was about to cry. My father went out the room and a few tears fell. HE FUCKING KNOW IM BI HE KNOWS HOW I FEEL YET HE STILL FUCKING SAID THAT.(Sorry) I went to my room after that. About 20 minutes ago he came in my room and said "Are you okay you just sorta disappeared there" I held back tears and said "Yeah I'm fine I just got a headache." So he said "Oh okay well goodnight." He has no idea how broken I was before and after he said that. I'm sorry I just had to get that out..