(Forgot about this) THEY LIED I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT TO GO TO SLEEP ON A HOSPITAL BED BUT WHAT DID I GET “ eat these eggs they have radiation in them” I FUCKING HATE EGGS WITH MY WHOLE BEING THEN AFTER I FORCED DOWN EGGS THAT I HATE THEY TOLD ME THAT I HAVE TO SIT IN A SEAT FOR . 1 . MINUTE FOR FOUR HOURS i just wanted to take a nap
i messed up i messed up really bad i relapsed i dont cut and thats the only reason my parents dont get me help but i scatch myself with a hair bush or a tooth brush or something i havent hurt myself in half a year then every thing came crashing down i dont know what to do help