heh, just had a mental breakdown, hehehehe, ok here's how it happened. i was watching manifest when i had a wired problem with the pilot and the.... episode after that. i just kept losing my sanity more and more until my dad said the pilot was always the first episode. ok that pretty made it ok again, but, it wasn't over. i went to the bathroom as i got ready for bed, but i looked in the mirror, and, i just felt unnerved, i just, couldn't, so i looked at my eyes, there was one noticeable difference, they weren't the greyish blue i was accustomed to, THEY WERE A RICH LIGHT BLUE, it just broke me at that point i slapped myself.... pretty normal for me, but, i felt like i wasn't in control. i changed my hair style to be more like the one in my profile picture. and it felt kinda better, but i couldnt get rid of the feeling that something was very wrong. so i went to bed turned on my radio, and wrote this. heh, fun, right?